Sunday, September 2, 2007

Random thoughts

Why is it that when every thing starts falling in its place suddenly your world is turned upside down and you feel terrible because you realize that things were just happening to you in right way and it was not because you were controlling them.It feels that you are a puppet in the hands of time which appears at that moment to be the most sarcastic script writer having the courage to dump its characters at the crest of their pride and break them into hundreds of pieces.The heroes who rise and fall with time are hence just the outcome of some experiments by time which keeps proving its supremacy as a script writer. Then shall we believe that no hero is absolute in this world and all heroes are unreal, naah!

A real hero would be someone who is not temporal who is beyond the scope of time and who is above the worldly rise and falls.So who is the real hero then? How can we find him? Well the answer lies within oneself, because it was only us who wanted to control things.

Now a million dollar question is why am i saying this, does it makes any sense to me or is it just another night in which i am inebriated by the knocking sleep at my door.Actually i screwed up big time today.And call it my ego or arrogance but i cannot take failure when i am expecting success.I know it is the worst kind of attitude and it takes you nowhere but i am still a person living with a desire to control things, may be the world matters too much to me.One day may be i can rise above this desire to control too, may be i can detach myself from the hands of time and live in absolute rather than relative world.May be....

Regards

khukii

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